One of those days
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Have you ever felt that everything you do is wrong, no matter how many times you change the way you do it? Have you ever felt that you are nothing, even though you know that you are not? That feeling when your brain knows that you are wrong, but you still want to run and never come back. You don’t want to die, but you don’t want to stay where you are either. You try to convince your feelings that everything is and will be okay, you try to make your thoughts go in an other direction than escape routes. You feel like no matter how hard you try, you do something wrong, and that it’s never going to change.