Today is one of those really, really bad days. Everything hurts – heart, soul, body. I just want to stay inside and cry my brains out, but it’s actually something close to summer weather today, so that wouldn’t help a sad conscious either. What I should do is take advantage of the day, and actually go to the beach. Force myself to read a book while I’m at it. It’s not like I can lay down in my bed again either, because that hurts more than swimming in acid, I swear. Today is one of those days I wish I was skinny again, so I could go drink my sorrows away and find myself one of those nice rebound summer boys.